If you've followed along, you've noticed that this summer has been one of seismic shifts for me. It's almost like I experienced conversion again, not just in any small way, but a seismic move of the Spirit like I experienced in Germany when I finally repented of my sin of being in the closet and denying myself before God. I haven't felt the Holy Spirit moving so strongly in me since that time. I have noticed that I am coming into my own as a disciple again. As I do reading, books that don't come from any particular reading list, just ones that pop out at me from various suggestions from friends, or things that draw me at the bookshop, I feel like it is a providential revelation.
As I've said before, I've noticed now that I don't jive with the "liberal" establishment of the Church, the Spongs, the Borgs, the Crossans of the Church. Neither do I jive with the fundamentalists. I find that my faith jives with John Stott, N.T. Wright, the so called "open evangelicals". As I've read and studied, I also can more comfortably identify as an evangelical (to the horror of some of my friends). I've come to a place where I can trust God's Word and God's will for my life and the life of the Church. As I have grown in my trust of God, my worship and prayer has become deeper and more powerful. As I agonize in prayer for the gay community and for those who are hurting, I feel ever closer to God.
These words only barely express the tip of the iceberg of the transformation that I'm experiencing because of the Gospel. As I write this, I'm almost crying in thanks to God for the wonderful work He is doing. Praise the Lord! Praise God from whom all blessings flow!
The Third Sunday in Lent – a reflection
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